i miss you.. a lot. more than words can even explain.
every time i run into you in public, all of the old memories play through my head. i miss how we were. you were my best friend… but you found new ones and i was just kind of tossed aside. i fake a smile so you don’t know that i’m hurting because i don’t have you in my life anymore. we went from talking every day the minute we woke up til someone fell asleep to not even saying a simple hello anymore.. not a ‘hey, how are you? i hope you’re doing fine. let’s catch up soon’ or a ‘hey i miss you, we need to hang out soon’. and you know what? i feel like shit cause i think it’s my fault we don’t talk anymore but i’ll never be able to find out.
so if you’re reading this, i miss you a whole fucking lot and i’m sorry if i pushed you away.
but i didn’t have the courage to tell you.